PDA Fury

Public displays of affection anger me more now then they ever have before. The reason why is probably no mystery, but it does concern me just how much rage I feel when I'm on a tube platform or something and some young couple has a kiss a few metres away. I get incredibly tense and hot all over, clench my fists, and feel like smashing things to bits. I saw an old business guy on the tube the other day who was clearly in the middle of some kind of breakdown. His fists were little balls and his arms were bent, he was hunched over and kind of talking to himself (no words were coming out, but his mouth was moving), he kind of looked like he was on the verge of crying, and every now and then he'd lose control and hit the door hard and really quickly. Like a one-inch-punch. I felt a great deal of sympathy for him; that's me in a few years if I don't get out of this dry spell I reckon. Chances of that happening are pretty slim though considering my new pessimistic attitude towards romance. Reading Schopenhauer and Nietzsche isn't helping much either.

I've just finished my two week contract doing TV bits that ended up being four weeks. Pretty sweet money coming in soon which I'm looking forward to as I've been living poor for a while now. Gonna buy a lot of clothes and hopefully a new bass amp cause the one I've got here sounds really tinny. The band has got about 4 new songs partially recorded that sound really great, but it's taking ages to finish them off because the way we're doing everything is so convoluted and we've all been either too busy or tired to make much happen in the last couple of months. I heard that there's a new Pink Blitz track coming out, and I really want to get Pony Unique happening so we can compete for the christmas #1.